(re)awakening?

forever and a day since my last update. ironic since so many milestones happened in the past year that normally would have been catalogued here. yes, superficial bits of me floating out there in web2-land. but the raw, the core... saved for the few and relegated mostly to silent observation.

i've been watching as i slip in, through and around the center of things. observing it all... hopes, dreams, fears, joy, sorrow, connection, solitude. trying to pay attention to the signs that are all around while marveling at how perfect the chaos of it all is. all at once. pensive and passive.

something's happened though

the observation isn't done but...

all i know is that this shaking in my gut means that it's time to wake up

pay attention

and act.